Jim Krumel: If only Big Chuck were with us today

By Jim Krumel - jkrumel@limanews.com

Jim Krumel

Jim Krumel

It has been quite some time since I thought about Big Chuck.

Memories of him popped up the other day after reading an upcoming column by Christine Flowers on suicide.

I guess I don’t need to tell you that Big Chuck took his own life.

He was a friend and former colleague during my first newspaper job following college. The stories he wrote were well reported and you could always find his quick wit cleverly sprinkled in a paragraph or two.

It made my wife and I angry when we learned of his death. I wanted to punch him …. knock some sense into him. How could he do such a thing? But isn’t that weird: I’m angry at someone for taking their life and want to hit them?

It’s just that Big Chuck was so talented and such a character.

He loved music, especially that of the 1950s. He lectured us with reverence about Buddy Holly, Sha Na Na and Chubby Checker. He could recite most of their songs word-for-word. There were times when a daily deadline inched closer that he would break out in song, bringing some much-needed levity into the newsroom.

Big Chuck also loved food, especially a good steak.

There was a steakhouse in town that offered a challenge: If you could put away the largest steak on their menu, the meal was on them. Big Chuck did it twice. There was no third time. The steakhouse owner cried “uncle” and banned Big Chuck from participating.

He ended up losing his job at the newspaper because he quit talking to people. Not a word. He later explained to a group of us that he came into work one day and didn’t say anything to anyone. The day went so well that he decided to do it again and again.

He eventually found work at a newspaper in West Virginia. Several of us went down to visit him once. Plenty of beer was consumed that night as the tunes of Buddy Holly and Sha Na Na filled the air. It’s the last time I saw Big Chuck.

To this day, we don’t know why he chose to buy a pistol and fire it just one time … one fatal shot. It hurts to think about it.

My guess is that you too know someone who has taken their own life. That is what is so horrible, that so many of us have felt the pain of losing someone this way. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention tells us suicides are the No. 10 cause for death in the United States. But even if it were the 100th cause or the 1,000th — it would be too many.

We are told there is no single cause behind suicide, that in reality, people die by suicide for many complicated reasons. The warning signs — the red flags — can be very subtle and extremely difficult to pick up.

If only those contemplating suicide knew how much people cared about them, about how much they mattered. Maybe then there wouldn’t be so many.

If only they found the will power to call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline — 800-273-8255. Maybe then, they could find help.

If only they were here today so we could laugh one more time with them or give them a hug.

If only …

ROSES AND THORNS: A Lima police report is now hanging in the rose garden.

Rose: The Lima Police Department’s annual report noted crime in Lima saw a 17 percent decrease, based on the seven major categories tracked by the federal government. It also recognized the retirements of three long-time officers — Sgt. Paula Strickler (37 years), Officer Randy Kohli (34 years) and Officer Billy Thompson (25 years) — and praised officers who on two occasions rescued people from burning homes.

Rose: To Jerome O’Neal and Anne Decker for their work in putting together the 10th annual Community Enrichment Dinner. A diverse crowd of residents and leading business leaders packed the UNOH Event Center. The dinner honored local residents and raised funds for the Walter C. Potts Foundation, which supports the development of minority businesses in Allen County.

Rose: To the Lima Senior football team, which has a 3.2 academic grade point average.

Thorn: Delphos Jefferson High School was put on lockdown and eventually dismissed early after receiving reports of a 14-year-old boy bringing a handgun to school. Two guns stolen in a recent burglary were found off school property and the youth was arrested for inducing panic.

Thorn: A Lima Senior student faces charges after bringing an unloaded handgun to school in his backpack. The student planned to sell the gun, police said.

Thorn: Elida High School football coach Bill Speller resigned after being put on administrative leave following complaints from some of his players that his coaching methods “crossed the line.”

PARTING SHOT: We never really grow up, we only learn how to act in public.

Jim Krumel
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Jim Krumel is the editor of The Lima News. Contact him at 567-242-0391 or at The Lima News, 3515 Elida Road, Lima, Ohio 45807.

Jim Krumel is the editor of The Lima News. Contact him at 567-242-0391 or at The Lima News, 3515 Elida Road, Lima, Ohio 45807.

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